Exhausted

Everybody feels exhausted at least once in a day. I've been feeling exhausted in a particular way since... almost a week.

It's kind of when you know the road you'll have to walk and you just don't wanna walk it. Some other times you find the strength but this one you don't because, you're so scared of falling again that you just don't believe your heart be able to support it. As everything in life waking up on a new day is a risk, trying to reach your dreams, search for opportunities or making an effort sounds like risks too, because deep inside of you even when you're saying to yourself  "what's the worst thing could happen?" you know that maybe all this decisions you're making will hurt in the future 'cause it didn't happened as you expected.